I wish I had a psychologist I could tell everything to-?

Though I'm afraid of opening up so much that all they see is a label on forehead that says "NEEDS HEAVY MEDICATION", of course a therapist and a psychiatrist are two completely different things, one funded by the pharmaceutical company and the other payed by health care and checks to mend a fractured mind. Though there's the fear of if a therapist in fear of not understanding the problem doesn't recommend just therapy but a mix of medication and therapy, so the the psychiatrist can just watch the person babble on and on from a drug induced high. I've heard over and over again that medication is to stabilize the broken individual, though medication slows down the chemical function of the mind with unnatural sedatives. This question is not in the point of arguing the battle mindless medication to cure and incurable mental illness against extensive critical therapy. If you want to argue, you are for a lack of a better description from the laziness to not write one; a complete ignorant and emotionally retarded cynical mindless neanderthal.